Honesty Time with Tammy.
Why does no one give a crap when I disappear? When I stop talking to someone they won’t talk to me. If I don’t hit them up one day after hitting them up all 364 other days, they don’t give a shit, in fact, they won’t even wonder what happened to me. So I continue to stop talking to them and does it matter? No. Even if I were to die today, the truth is the only people who would be affected are my family and my boyfriend. One or maybe two friends would realize a couple days after I don’t show up at school, that I’m gone. They wouldn’t even know what happened to me, in fact they wouldn’t care. Where does that leave me? I want to change, I want to be the one people can’t be without. I want to be able to be remembered because it hurts so much thinking and feeling like I’m nothing to everyone outside of my family, outside of my routine life no one knows me. I’m sick of being the outsider, I’m sick of being a loner. I want to be loved by you, by everyone. What’s so wrong about me? Why am I so hard to like?
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